My NOT So Much Journey's: And Just Like That It's Done

It's done, I've deactivated my okc account. Done are the days of going out on worthless dates. 


It’s just my luck! I haven’t been single for this long since…well I can’t remember. Maybe as long as 9 months or close to a year, but 3 years! Is it just bad luck to stay in a relationship for 3 years (and two weeks to the day) and go single for just the same? I've dated and even kept a somewhat constant guy for 6 months, but it wasn’t what I wanted at the time. 

I've gone on date after date with guys I’ve met off Match.com or Okcupid.com. Some were fun, some were not so memorable and some were just a good story to tell. I met guys I liked and I've met guys that I don’t even want to be friends with. Although I can make any situation worthwhile, a very select few aren’t even worth the memories I have of them. In the end I think I’m coming to the realization that I’m not going to meet a future online.

Maybe it’s not the time or maybe it’s just not for me. I know everything happens for a reason and patience renders the right results. I know who I am and what I want. I can thank my past relationships (good and bad) for teaching me that.