Followers, you may or may
not know that it’s been a tough couple of weeks here in Tara land (my head mostly). Besides me
making up my own shit, we (Chamblee) are experiencing yet another loss. A
friend (considerably apart of old Chamblee) passed away Saturday morning in his
sleep by what seems to have been a heart attack. It’s such a freak thing and kind
of hard to wrap minds around. Sorry if this sounds insensitive, but I was just
relieved to hear it wasn't drugs or suicide, because as you know that’s usually
how we do it in Chamblee (and that just SUCKS but all the same losing friends
just SUCKS and what sucks more is that sadly our minds go there when we hear of deaths).
But no, he had a bad cough
through out the night and didn't wake up when he was summoned in the morning. I
do write this with great regret. It’s always sad to hear this kind of news and
my heart goes out to his family, his NEW wife, and his closest friends, whom
some happen to be my closest friends.
Due to recent events I was
forced to run into my (dreaded) ex boyfriend. And as he does he told me not to
be a stranger and call him (or some shit) to hang out (or some shit). I don’t
really know I was kind of not in a normal head space but either way,
not.gonna.happen. Like good to see you (not really) but no thanks (really). I
hate to say, because it sucks, but he’s so my type. But what are types anyways?
Obviously my “type” isn't working out for me.

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