My head can be so awful at
times I hate it. I don’t typically trust in people. I could blame this on my
parents, as you do, or even my ex boyfriends. At the end of the day, however
you can only blame yourself for what you let hold you back.
My dreaded ex use to say
to me, “I’m not the one making you upset, you’re doing it to yourself”. I use
to get so mad at this comment and think “NO ass it’s YOU”, but there is some
truth in what he was saying. Our minds are so powerful and we do have the
ability to control it. We can focus on the bad and let it drive us crazy. Or we
can accept things for what they are and be content.
Anyways, my mind has been
working over time lately. The unknowing is quite difficult to handle sometimes
and it sends my mind in the weirdest of places. I don’t know if it’s just me (I
know how I can be) or if it’s something trying to tell me something.
In a quest to get some
kind of control, I've started a yoga class with my Auntie. So far so good, though I don’t think I’m any
good at it. I just keep falling in some of those stretches and I can’t help but
laugh at myself. If anything at least I can laugh at myself.
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