This Is Me The Real Me

I like t-shirts and blue jeans. My favorite tee is an ex boyfriends shirt that is too big for me. One of the only things I took out of that relationship. I like over sized shirts and jackets because they make me feel protected and warm. Like someone is cuddling me. I don't spend too much time getting ready in the morning. 30 minutes max. I use to wear no make up at all, but I am getting older and do need to be some what presentable (because I'm single and you never know who you'll run into) so I put on a bit of shadow and mascara. I don't get my hair done. I don't get my nails done. And I don't wear lots of jewelry. Lately I haven't even been drying my hair in the morning which causes a bit of puff and fizz. I cut my finger nails way down and can barely open a coke can. This is because finger nails get dirty and that disgusts me. I am not an accessorizer. The jewelry I do wear means something to me and if I lost it I'd be in a panic. 


I do like to dress up on occasion but it's got to be special. Dates are usually not a dress up affair. I want you to see the real me not some facade. I rarely wear shorts because my legs are thin and pale. More than likely the only time you're going to see some leg is when I'm at the beach. Except for that rare occasion I do wear a skirt to work (usually due to all my pants being dirty) or it's just too damn hot outside. Sometimes I wear hats and I've been told I look like a boy.


I like crappy music and I jam out to it in my car. I sometimes have to remember that I'm in a car and strangers can see me and I probably look ridiculous. Some songs I listen to bring me to tears and others give me a feeling of complete amazement. Like a high. I'm OCD and it's truly something I struggle with every day. It's ok at times but other times it's really heightened. I over analyze everything and I stick my foot in my mouth when I'm nervous. I like Miller Lite. If that means I like crappy beer, so what. I wear my watch on my right wrist. People say this is wrong. At times I anger easily and let my emotions take control. Though I've gotten better with age, still at times it gets the best of me and I feel embarrasses afterwards. I'm really good at giving advice, but sometimes I'm not good at taking it. At the end of the day I'm actually a really happy person and proud of myself and who I am. I'm funny and laid back. Really I crack myself up. I have my faults but they are my own and mine to deal with. Life is good...For the most part.