And Another One...

OMG

I had another dream about Garrett last night! It’s been a long time since I’ve had one of these and this one was quite insignificant. Per usual I don’t know what any of these mean. Am I thinking about him subconsciously? Is he saying hello? Is it because his brother’s birthday just pasted? It’s the same damn thought every time! I should probably stop beating myself up over why and just accept that he’s apart of my dream life now.

I was with a small group, he was with a small group and we kind of just saw each other in passing. In the dream I think I was more or less trying to avoid him. Like, “oh there’s Garrett”. I can’t really remember but I think in the dream the feeling was that he wasn’t dead.

I spoke to a friend about dreaming of the dead last week. According to her these dreams are bad IF you speak to the person. Maybe that’s why I was avoiding him.  

Dear Sand Man, What Does this all Mean

Had another dream about Garrett last night. This one was really weird. He wasn’t in it, he wrote me a letter and it’s like it arrived in real time. Meaning I got it in today’s time, to date it’s been a year and 2 months since his death.

It said something like, “You don’t have to worry about me I’m ok and it wasn’t your fault”. Honestly I don’t know what that is all about. I’ve never blamed myself and there’s no reason I would. Sure I’ve worried about him extensively in the past year. Thinking about him quite often. But blame myself…No sir.

Anyways it was weird and it kind of creeped me out. Typically I don’t get creeped out dreaming of Garrett, but for some reason I woke feeling unsettled.