My Journey's: His Mistake My Bad

I dated this guy for a very quick second back in high school. Because I was young and he was stupid he kind of broke my heart. See I still had my V card and he was just going off to college. Such is life, if you’re a college boy and your girl isn’t putting out there’s really no use for her. I kid, but there is a little truth in every joke. Really it just wasn’t right for either of us. But as you do, I got all weepy about it and my heart was broken.

A couple of years later, being good friends, we decided to try again. This time I was both young and stupid. I had pretty much just gotten out of a very long and draining relationship, probably shouldn’t have jumped back into one. I was just starting to live the single life and I was on the brink of turning 21. It all happened a bit too fast and I broke his heart. I mean I love him, but he pretty much moved into my house on day one! And as most men do, because they really weak, he lashed out verbally and we didn’t speak for about 3 years. I lost my best friend. Awwws.

Present day we’ve become good friends again. Maybe it’s my “want to get married clock” ticking, but I’m beginning to wonder if the past was a trail run for the future. I’m not saying anything will or is happening; my thought process is just running. In a perfect world if I weren’t so picky maybe it would work out.