My Journey's: Inappropriate

It was brought to my attention that I may have given a few guys the wrong idea. Countless dates off the internet for, what 3+ years, and I've had two guys come at me incorrectly about my outfit choice. Some may say that’s a lot, I say it’s minimal in the overall of how many dates I've gone on.

The infamous date with the guy who tried to eat my face and get me to have sex with him, told me that my “body” and the way I was “dressed told him a different story” other than the NO that I was spitting out of my MOUTH! And years ago I’d gone on a date with a guy who’d texted me after I’d left for home to tell me the “next time” he sees me I’ll have to “wear a shirt less revealing” because it makes him want to have “sex with me”…Um not ok.

I for one think this is an unacceptable way to talk to people! I would say regardless of if I’m wearing a low cut shirt or not. If you know me at all you know that I’m pretty modest. I don’t flaunt it, I’m a t-shirts and jeans type of girl, I barely wear shorts in the summer and I don’t even get drunk (let lose) often. Most guys would agree, but for some reason it would appear there are some people that may look at me like I’m the one doing something wrong!

I shouldn't feel bad having what I have. I dress the way I want, I don’t think about who it’s going to affect, and as far as I’m concerned that’s more than ok. To note I know for a FACT the outfit I wore with face eater was not revealing. True, at our first meeting I was a little drunkie and we were dancing BUT still that doesn't mean I want to f you! I don’t even know you. The shirt I was wearing for the other date was a bit low cut but I was wearing an under shirt and he should probably learn to control himself! 

My Journey’s: Oh No He Just Didn't…

Because it’s been a while and you know how I love to talk about my "dates" I thought I’d share this one!

It wasn't a date really, it was more like a gathering and I met this guy through friends. Over beers and dinner after kickball we got to talking. It wasn't long before this came out of his mouth, “You know I don’t want anything serious but if you’re down I’m down”, I looked at him confused and was thinking "um come again!?" but said, “excuse me?” I did actually know where he was going, and he says, “you know we could just have sex”. I mean I got the feeling he was into me, but damn! If you're going to come at me with interest come at me correct! 

I immediately jumped on him with “so I’m good enough to F but I’m not good enough to be your girlfriend?” He’s all the sudden on the defense saying it came out wrong, and I’m thinking there’s no other way that could of be taken. Either way not.interested.

We’re still friends and he’s actually not that bad of a guy. You know how people say "men are stupid"? Well this one takes the cake when it comes to girls apparently. 

This is My Life

Sunday I went shopping (gift returning) with my mother, sissy and aunt after church. Upon picking up my aunt she gets in the car and says to me “girl did you go to church like that”, I say, “yes…” and she says, “you have a zit there and there, you need to have more sex”.

My sexcapades are none of my aunts never mind but damn she called me out one, two WTF!? I’d never heard that if you lack sex you’d break out. Truth be told, yeah it had been a while, but it was also that time of the month and I always breakout during that time. So, thankyouverymuch.

You Know it Aint That Cut and Dry

My beffy and I were hanging out last night and as we do we started talking about boys and…stuff…(by stuff I mean cookies and rainbows obviously).

We were watching American Horror Story Asylum and there was kind of a hot quickie sex scene between two “crazies”. I called this shit a couple of episodes ago, but for some reason my sissy didn't see what I saw. HELLO there was something there. Anyways following the sex scene my beffy says, “It’s always so clean in the movies when you know there’s a mess. One day I wanna see a movie where he cleans off her stomach”.

This gave me the LOL’s, because it’s TRUE! I mean come on. You can’t just do your business up in someone without consequences. That being said Happy Friday!

Just a thought, I've gotten a couple of Clockwork Orange feelings about the new season. I mean first off there is a scene with Kit where his eyes are held open that looks strikingly similar to Alex. THEN they go and try to “un gay” the main character in AHS buy making her look at pictures of naked women while feeding her drugs that make her vomit. Coincidence?